Last month I decided to do a shoot with Vampirize, a ~nekked~ one.

Part of me is still a bit nervous and uncertain of my decision to do so... In terms on my own comfort with my sexuality, my body, self image, I'm too fat yada yada and so forth. Also, in terms of career, it's not the best thing to have nude photos circulating around the interweb. However, in a sense, it was liberating. Exciting, and honestly, not for anyone but myself. I think my desire to go through with it was simply the need to overcome fears, overcome preconceptions I have contrived on my own. In any case, I'm still not entirely sure of my choice.